I'm A Monster

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Sat, 10 Dec 2005 01:31:35 GMT

I just found out that Angie read "The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens" over the summer for no reason heres a sample from this book..
"The Seven Habits of Highly Effective Teen Readers"

Habit 1: Be proactive. Take responsibility for your own reading. Read what you want to read, and take the time to read regularly.

Habit 2: Begin with the end in mind. Decide what your goals are for reading for the fun of it. Do you want to increase your reading speed? Increase your reading skills? Stimulate your imagination? Pass the time quickly? Gain new knowledge? All these can be accomplished if you develop a reading habit.

Habit 3: Put first things first. Make reading for the fun of it a high priority in your life.

Habit 4: Think win-win. Reading for the fun of it can have a positive effect on your life. Your grades will improve. You will talk about books to your friends and parents. You will learn more about using the library.

Habit 5: Seek first to understand then to be understood. Reading for the fun of it will open up whole new worlds to you. You will meet more interesting people than you have ever met before. You will gain an understanding of why people do what they do. You will be a more empathetic listener when friends tell you of successes and failures.

Habit 6: Synergize. Find a place for yourself in a community of readers. Join a book discussion group and share your reading and thinking with others. Share your thoughts about books you have read at: www.ala.org/teenhoopla.

Habit 7: Sharpen the saw: Renew your reading interests regularly. Find new reading interests. Try new authors, new magazines, and new formats like the e-book.

I mean Gosh....why would you bother to read something like that Ang.

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Mon, 05 Dec 2005 03:20:52 GMT

Yea....mine and courtney's relationship is longer here, we sorta just fell out of It guess I'm not really sure on how to describe what happened other than I didnt call her for 3 days, the reason being was I live my life on a magic carpet, where theres no red lights, stop signs, or pulling over to get anything. pretty much I really miss Baby Gurl right now....Hug-Hes that was so funny for some reason, but oh well I really want a girlfriend now so someone should call and ask me out.

Go to this

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 22:04:00 GMT

http://www.myspace.com/thoughtlesschemistry

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Mon, 14 Nov 2005 02:06:35 GMT

I dont think I've updated my journal myself in like a million years, so I guess I will. Me and Courtney are together now, I am so happy with her, I've liked her for a really long time, shes so pretty, pretty, yea I would just quote a early november song title like that wouldn't I. Courtney thank you for giving me a chance, a heart you millions

A word from your favortie person/Senior...

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 06:24:04 GMT

Everybody, this is important.

Please X out any window you may currently be viewing and make sure this window is maximized.

Some of the people who visit Mr. D's journal probably don't know me so I'm going to give you a chance to get to. It'll add a lil pep to your step.

First of all, I'm a ninja. A REAL ninja. I bet you didn't know a ninja's most powerful weapon is his boner that he/she pops all the time! I like hot girls, loud music, fast cars, and wailing on guitars. I'm sure I'm better than you are at anything.

Especially stuff I've never done before.

Here's a look at my family:

This is my mom. My mom works out a lot while listening to Judas Priest. One time at Wal-Mart, this skank ass bitch came up and was all "YOU DUMB! YOU STUPID! YOU GAY!" in her face so she did a combination of jumping and kicking moves. She killed her. Yeah, my mom is okay.

This is my dad. He's currently inbetween jobs.

This is my brother, Patrick Swayze, as a pirate...

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OH! GEEZ! YOU FUCKING TARD! HOW COULD YOU BELIEVE THAT???!!???? HOLY CRAP! THAT WAS SOOOO STUPID! EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT PIRATES ARE ONE OF A NINJAS WORST ENEMIES! ONLY SURPASSED BY MOMS! DAAAMMN! YOU'RE DUMB!

My REAL ninja family sent me this picture a few years ago. I think they're trying to find me and I hope they do so I can leave this place. I love you, REAL family!!!

Yeah, so if you don't already know me personally and want to learn more...make sure to visit ninja_honzo all the time. I don't update very often so you'll probably want to check it every day because you'll learn to become addicited to my witty intellectual satire.

Love to all, (except skanks)

Sorry for messing up your Lj, Dunken...

-josh r.

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Thu, 10 Nov 2005 00:05:19 GMT

i hate the way you lie to me
even when i know the truth

i hate it when you cheat on me
and u try to let it be

I hate the way you look at me
and i can't help but stare

I hate the way u try use me
and you do not even care

I hate the way you treat me
and how you try to get with that guy named justin

I hate the way u yell at me
and call me horrible names

I hate the way my mind goes wild
when you come around

I hate the way I love u so much
but i hate you as much too

PS: If your a bird, then i'm not

desperado aint got shit on me!

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 22:25:32 GMT

Me again. I have a pic of us, kinda.

el único roto hearted a perdedor que usted necesitará siempre.

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Wed, 02 Nov 2005 01:02:31 GMT

I'm never going to show you how broken I am inside. I am never going to show you how I need you in my life. You'll never hear me say that I miss you or find out that you're the reason that I cry. You'll never catch me...because you'll never see me fall. I'm just going to keep everything inside and smile through all the pain...and even though I'm breaking down I'll always manage to stay sane. I'll never show you what you want to see. I'm never going to let you see through me.

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 02:36:45 GMT

Happy Halloween

Love,
Your Mexican Biatch..??lol

My Boo!

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 02:02:07 GMT

*I Loves Yew So Much *

♥ xoxoxoxo ♥

I luh you

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 01:03:52 GMT

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.. you do not know how long that took.
I hope you believe it, yo.
bestfriendXcore
♥

Climbing the walls of insanity.

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 00:14:41 GMT

I wake up and think maybe today will be different, maybe everything will fall into place once again just as when you were here, but then I realize things will never be the same I will never be able to see your face here again. Tears are the words my heart uses to explain that even my fake smiles can’t cover up my pain and even though you’re gone "Crack" we’ll never be apart
because no matter what the distance, you’ll forever be in my heart.

Basically this is my first update in a long time, I have so much grief in my heart right now, I'm really depressed, I MISS YOU "CRACK"

hey sillyface

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 19:15:14 GMT

its angieee. I made your layout for you, I hope you like it.
So yeah, you're my best friend!
chhhyeah.
♥

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Sat, 22 Oct 2005 17:50:55 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
monsterninja goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as Emo Gangsta.
__bleedsnomorex gives you 1 light green peach-flavoured gumdrops.
drummerchicrin gives you 7 light blue passionfruit-flavoured jawbreakers.
heisamonster gives you 14 mauve chocolate-flavoured wafers.
ninjajak gives you 2 white coconut-flavoured gummy bats.
monsterninja ends up with 24 pieces of candy.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Can you guess who this is about Angie?

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 02:27:17 GMT

You didn't break my heart, you killed it. A part mended, but something dead can't be healed, I can't look you in the eyes anymore because I no longer know who's l o o k i n g b a c k, I just looked at the stars, closed my eyes, and wasted another wish on you.
+--^----------,--------,-----,--------^-,
| ||||||||| `--------'' | my finger`s on the T R i G G E R
`+---------------------------^----------| &&you`re in my way,,
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/ XXXXXX /'| /'
/ XXXXXX / `\ /' < / 3
/ XXXXXX /`-------'
/ XXXXXX /
/ XXXXXX /
(_______(
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Sun, 09 Oct 2005 02:07:52 GMT

I carved your n.a.m.e into this
bullet so everyone would
know you were that last thing going
through my head...................

Sat, 08 Oct 2005 02:58:45 GMT

I love you!

Hola

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 01:56:12 GMT

más o menos amo este drama que rodea mí, su jodienda grande, lo que es yo diciendo yo jodiendo el odio este drama, toda esta mierda es jodida.

I LOVE YOU

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 20:23:44 GMT

The thing you left on my lj made me smile a ton. So I thought I would return the favor;;

avec la fureur de deux amoureux éloignés
un stylo conduit pour me diagnostiquer
avec des griffonnages de dix mots du dollar
assez épuisé pour vendre mon short d'art de l'auto-portrait.
deux fois hors du changement et de dix fois hors de la chance
J'ai grêlé une cabine à la station de tran la plus proche
et demandé un billet à l'existence
et l'itinéraire le plus rapide pour m'y arriver
J'ai pris le train 205 et me suis arrêté dans la vérité
Rester là plus longtemps qu'anticpated
Discutant mes comings et goings plus tôt que moi avais
espéré
J'ai étiré mes bras et les ai laissés accrocher là
Tordu et citrin, monte de l'air.
Hors de la fenêtre du train 237
Regarder dans fixement un oublie de temps et d'espace.
Ni l'un ni l'autre de dont il semble y avoir assez.
J'ai besoin de mon temps.
J'ai besoin de mon espace.
Laissez-moi reitterate
Ma fureur est avec la distance entre nous deux amoureux.
Comme les doigts de ce docteur sondent le stylo pour serrer l'encre
Pour lui faire l'entretien, pour m'inciter à parler.
Retentir des syllabes pour conjuguer des significations
Des mots si normaux, maintenant si formel
être vêtu en code.
Deux fois nécessitant le changement de la scène,
Chacun des quatre murs vieillit. par la suite.
Noter les mots qui ne vont pas naturellement ensemble
Pour aspirer une euphonie de cette catastrophe
Pour faire cette encre éclabousser, ces ordures
Sur le papier de serviette
Quelque chose se rappeler...
Quelque chose beauté remplie.
Quelque chose de beau.
Mais n'importe comment assez je fais mes mots
Cette distance entre nous est distance immobile
Désirent ardemment et loin et toutes les choses qu'on dit que
souvent la distance est.
Mais vous êtes encore quelque chose se rappeler.
Quelque chose beauté remplie.
Quelque chose de beau.

try going here (http://www.worldlingo.com/wl/translate) to translate it.
ps-- it's in French.
pss-- I love you, and I'm so glad you're my best friend.

.// edit 9-27-05

WHATTTT? So basically I just translated that with the website thinger and it turned out really funny so here;

with the fury of two distant lovers
a pen drives to diagnose me
with scribbles of ten dollar words
spent enough to sell my self short.
twice out of change and ten times out of luck
I hailed a cab to the nearest tran station
and asked for a ticket to Existence
and the fastest route to get me there
I took train 205 and stopped in Truth
Staying there longer than anticpated
Debating my comings and goings sooner than I had hoped
I stretched my arms and let them hang there
Crooked and sallow, riding the air.
Out the window of train 237
Staring into an oblivion of time and space.
Neither of which there seem to be enough of.
I need my time.
I need my space.
Let me reitterate
My fury is with the distance between us two lovers.
As the fingers of this doctor probe the pen to press the ink
To make it talk, to make me speak.
Sounding syllables to conjugate meanings
From the words so normal, now so formal
to be clothed in code.
Twice in need of change in scene,
All four walls get old. eventually.
Writing down words that don't naturally go together
To aspire a euphony from this catastrophe
To make this ink splatter, this garbage
On napkin paper
Something to remember...
Something beauty filled.
Something beautiful.
But no matter how pretty I make my words
This distance between us is still distance
Long and far and all the things that distance is often said to be.
But you're still something to remember.
Something beauty filled.
Something beautiful.

♥angie.

Grief

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 14:39:03 GMT

Endless tears drop down my face,
One for each memory I can't erase.
I close my eyes to search for some relief,
But all I see is you, and all I feel is grief.
Should your memory leave, or should it stay?
Would it be better if it just washed away?
But I know it won't, I can't let you go,
These things I feel inside are things you'll never know.
So I'll let them come down, these tears every day,
But I won't let them wash your memory away.

R.I.P
MATTHEW "CRACK" HACKNEY

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 04:07:35 GMT

Yea, its kinda crazy that I still get on here sometimes. I just wanted to drop by and say hey! Just got back from the movies not too long ago...went and saw Corpse Bride. It was wonderful, but it would have been better if our promise to go see it together would have takin place. Like I said FOREVER ago...there is nothin wrong with haning out with friends...right? Anyways, not to make a drama post. lol. But yea, Hope you and Carmie are doin good. As long as you are happy its cool.

Much <3
Breanna Jade Jones

Wed, 14 Sep 2005 02:02:28 GMT

"my lips hurt-- why don't you make them better carmie?"

Yeah, Dunken, you WOULD say something like that.

k I♥you bye.

Sat, 10 Sep 2005 02:47:25 GMT

yo cracka fools, this is angie. I'm talking to Dunken on the phone right now being all gangster. he says "only bff gangster emo kids do this", and it's 100% true. Yeah so everyone should be SO jealous of us, since we're all gangster emo kid best friends, suckkkkkas.

yeah, HOOOOOKAY bye.

I heart you Dunken,
always and forever

[with all of my heart]
hahahaha. kbye.

Hey

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 22:25:43 GMT

Me and Breanna broke up like 2 days ago, it was for the best, we both decided on it so, no one really had to get hurt, so thats about it.

Hola

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 19:05:01 GMT

Hey I know i've been acting weird l8tly, I dont really feel all that great after I came home form church on Sunday I was so sick I fell asleep at 11 that morning and didnt really wake up till 12 on Monday morning, I called you last night, but no one answered, I really hope we can work this out, you said you'd never give up on me, I hope you haven't changed you mind, I know you waited for me a long time, and I know your thinking, I waited all this time for this............ It kills me to know I hurt you, Thats the one thing I hoped to never do, But I guess I did, I dont want to lose the best thing I have in my life right now, Its been really hard to talk to you the past to week, with all the band camp and stuff, I hope to talk to you tonight, and maybe we can work things out, It seems like it was just yesterday when I heard those words "Only if you'll be my Jack", or when we first said "I love you", those are the things I'll never forget, I ear those words being re-played over and over in my head, I've never had such strong feelings for someone in my life, From what I read Mike may seem to be a better listener, But Breanna I'm your Boi, I love you, you said we'd have our ups and down, and this is just one of our downs, I hope you read this and we can work this out, even if you dont belive when when I say this I love you.

I sent this msg to Breanna, me and her was haveing one of our downs, I'm happy to say things are alot better now, I'm really looking foward to seeing her again, Gawsh, she makes me so happy, and I'm so glad we worked things out. Breanna I Love You Baby